As we are, we assume
that man—the human race as we know ourselves to be—is alive. And we assume as
well, even before God, that man has the unique and preeminent right
to ascertain and denominate what is and is not alive.
But
what if we are not what we seem? What if we are alive, but not yet born? What
if our perception of the laws of physics, and God, or gods, essential to all
religions, are only partly made? What if science and religion are not bookends
between which all of reality is compressed?
To
even the most casual practicing observer, it’s obvious that our assessment of
God and the forces governing the material world are as different today from
those of the past as today’s assessment will be to those in the future. This
implies at the very least that any determination we make today, however well
proven or deeply believed, will break down under future change much like the
laws of physics break down on the crest of a black hole’s event horizon. This
being so, we can safely argue that our perception of today’s world, if it will
have little or no relevance in the future, has little or no relevance now. We
only believe it does, with the same conviction that we believe we’re alive,
that we believe “I” is the center of our identity, that fairytales are for
children, God for adults, and faith for believers.
Though
we do try, it is very difficult for us to face life honestly. This is so,
perhaps, because we lack the indifference of objective vision. We are not
evolved enough to see through the faultless eyes of truth because truth
prosecutes, and we fear the effects of such prosecution. In general no one
believes in what weakens us, not intentionally. We believe in what makes us strong,
and belief in what makes us strong strengthens the illusion that doubting our
belief is wrong. But doubt seeds and fertilizes the imagination, which in turn
grows the mind, which in turn advances human vision and human evolution.
For
my part, in response to this realization, I have done all possible to minimize
my dependence on defined and decided beliefs and facts, and to revaluate human
spirituality, purpose, and behavior from the point of view of the species
itself. Though not absolute in its objectivity, our species awareness of
us as individuals within it will be unattached and indifferent.
Therefore,
to better my comprehension of specie’s awareness, and it’s more objective
indifference to us, I do all possible to remain self-aware in the
present of those massive interacting self-organizing systems, laws, and
processes which lead to species scale-of-vision perspectives, and a greater
understanding of our own human specie’s self-organizing principles.
Indeed,
the view that a cell in our body would have of its place in the whole of our
body—a species scale-of-vision perspective—is possible for us. We can see as the
species sees, but it’s a difficult perspective to sustain, and even more
difficult to utilize.
After
years of work and study, my scale-of-vision remains primarily human perspective
biased, anthramorphic, more self-absorbed than self-aware, and this, according
to my observations, is true for everyone. But this can change, barring too much
resistance in us from our abhorrence to undefined borders and the fear of
insignificance perpetuated in us by possessive “I” attachment.
Every
mood we feel, thought we think, item we own, desire we have, need not be seen
by us as essential to what makes us real; as “I” attached. “I” is not the center of
individual identity, and it never has been. We are not one, we are many. There
is no “I” to attach to, no center around which our identity revolves.
Fear
of insignificance cannot define significance, only it’s absence can.
Hierarchical
conformations; indifferent multiple self-organizing systems, laws, and
processes intermingling—scaling from subatomic levels, to towns, cities,
nations, stars and galaxies, to black holes and the vacuum of space, constitute
an accumulated blend that leads to this reality in this moment everywhere in
time.
Big
things lead to these words on this page, to this moment in which you are
reading them and the opportunity, here and now, to affirm that being
insignificant, as we are, does not separate us from reality—it awakens reality
in us. A reality focused by present awareness which makes it possible for us to
see how we are seen within the species by the species, and to begin
considerations as to where we are within the species’ evolutionary cycle.
Perhaps
we are alive in the embryonic state of species evolution. If so, the question,
“are we alive, but not yet born,” becomes preeminently meaningful.
And, how to assess the importance of that moment in time in which the
human species leaves the womb—the future birth of man—becomes a question of
even greater depth and purpose.
To
become more observant moment after moment; more self-aware of self-organizing
systems, laws, and processes, and the impact on human evolution of this
awareness not only excites the brain to challenge perceived limits, it’s our
best means of graduating our scale-of-vision to something closer to God, and
all systems, laws, and processes that make reality possible for us.
The
practice of a practicing observer; a practice without want of proof, or faith,
this is where we begin, where we always begin—we open our eyes, see, and
understand that our awareness of a question, which is not an answer, is the
answer to it.
CHANT HARE
KRISHNA MAHA MANTRA
AND
ALWAYS BE HAPPY
ALWAYS BE HAPPY
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